When?

In this moment I don't know,
this feeling is cold and leaves me so.
She was once warm like the sun,
she once kissed me with love.

We would drive for distance
sing for feeling
cry for love

Together we would wind
down for a nap
up for school

Our hearts were bound
like flames in the fire
tears to a feeling

When her father was gone,
she drank with her friends.
When she needed a friend,
I didn't mind stepping in.

When she would tell me she loved me,
I didn't wonder if she lied.
When she went to the movies,
I didn't usually ask why.

When I caught on the first time,
she cried and I said alright.
When I caught her the second,
she cried and she lied.

I never doubted her love,
thought she was perfect.
I gave her everything,
she didn't have to ask.

I never needed to ask for her love,
but once long ago I begged.
I feel now though, her love is gone,
split between us, now so will be I.