Drinking Days

an old one, i found again. reminds me of things i miss. reminds me of one of my favorite writings, that makes me sad, happy, mournful, and missing, "back to summer". first post i made on this here blog i think..

Drinking Days

I didn’t mean to be this way
drinking the days away
I never meant to be this way
fall to floor
I fall to floor
I'm slowly sinking

all those easy laughs
those lonely nights
to be alone
fall to the floor
I fell so far down
but I'm still sinking

you ask, why do you stay like this
I feel like I need this shit
continuing my crash down
to be all alone
fall to the floor
fall through the floor
I'm still sinking

all those easy laughs
those lonely nights
to be alone
everybody's hurt
turn, begin to fall
we're all faintly sinking
remember the times
you spent with me
I'll stop this night...
don’t leave me alone

Collide

I know it's been a while since I posted in here, but that doesn't mean I've stopped writing. I have gained new influences though in some aspects. more recent then I've been able to write right now.

Collide

just a word
just a lie
just a moment our hearts collide
in a flash
in a bang
in a moment our hearts will cry

I'm afraid
I'm ashamed
I'm about to abuse something
your lying
your crying
your gonna abuse my soul tonight

when we swing
we will bring
painful lights
that will shine
on our
lonely hearts

when the phone rings
it wont be you
when my soul cries
our hearts collide

on an on
lie by lie
our heartbroken lives
true by true
honestly to you
I'm gone
tonight