Yesterdays Shadows

Absorbed in thought of futures past,
I turn from coldness, it seems to last.
Blackness stirring up my heart,
running from the hope to start;
catching up I turn to you,
a deadless past clinging to.
Torn and sworn to be anew,
I can't help...
but keep running from you.

Apologies for my futures past,
cant help escape from being last
longing, turning...I look back for you.
my scolding love burns emitting fumes,
pain and sorrow thats left from you.
heart ache from the futures past,
pains that will forever last.

a speck of dust falls among,
fleeing towards what to become.
feeling loss, sorrow, and pain,
I wont forget what you made of me;
I'm sorry for the futures past,
the pains that will forever last.
among these pains I will stay,
not wanting but only
to be...away