Selfish Vacation

One day
Some day
I hope to fill this need I prey
On the side
Back of my mind
can’t tell if I'll see you one more time

All is lost
But I'm not a cowader
My heart frays
may not be here another day
the wind blowing
Arms lifting to the blade
My soul is flying
All in all I'm nothing but small

All day
All night
Flowing out of me
Beneath this crimson is weak
Swimming through it is the life of me
Undue me to find my dead soul
yelling, screaming from my love for you