Samantha (story of my life)

(Samantha)
Pearly gates in my sky
deeming my thoughts wild
dazed by the beautiful sight
unknowing to the slope
I fall behind

leaving a trail of blood
tripping I fall into, a darkened
sky is trembling towards my heavens
crying I fall into the dust of
my demise, where will you be when I die

trickling down my arm
feeling I must redempt myself
losing my sense of grace
falling down from those pearly gates

(me)
is suicide a choice?
oh how badly I want to see you.
your trail of blood I follow,
leaving behind one of my own
where will I find you...
where must I go