Blind

Blind

Imprisoned in a cage
I cannot bare to escape
a man too far lost with himself
Confined from the inside out
Torturing myself
Vacant inside I crawl

tore my soul so that I fall
so hopeless that
I'm searing the knife through myself
just like a bird not so free
I cannot see outside me
my feelings flying away
leaving me cold in the ground
dirt and rocks replace the roses at graves
lies replace the mistakes I make

the darkness takes me
lower and lower
taking my soul
digging its teeth
to make me feel
make me feel the pain
that you left me

Chorus:
‘Wielding this knife
I am blind
Shred these feelings
Down to the end
They make me numb
Buried wounds bleeding’

In the tangled web of my mind
I cant find peace of thought
entwined in are painful memories
their remembrance of agony pours down on me
struggling to free them I see only you
breaking me down to the very last tear of hate
ruining myself to the end of the blade
I am the regret that leaves me
sitting alone

fading away...
your face thin...

I cant realize what’s left of me
cant I feel that its cold
the steel touches my soul
like a dog left out in the rain
pouring down the crimson regret and pain
standing here with broken teeth
sores in my mouth take my speech
am I your translation
of all those expectations
Left with sorrow and pain by my grave
shovel next to me I laid
too damn blind to see what you made for me

Chorus (x2)

Am I blind?
With the end in mind
Am I blind?